My Love's Too Big For You...

I can't yet explain what this is all about...I need a few days to sort it out myself...relationships are hard.  And it took me awhile, but I definitely deserve to be in one where there is some sort of reciprocation, anything at all...I can honestly say there are few things I have put this much of my heart and soul into, but there comes a point where you realize you have tried and tried hard and that is all you can do.  You cannot MAKE another person love you...and you can't help who you fall in love with...One of life's greatest mysteries...

I know I will be okay in time.  I have some great friends.  And I am asking you all now for support, cause even though I act like I am fine and everything is OK, I am not.  And according to Nic, I need to ask for help when I need it.  I'm asking now.  I love you all and thank you for going along on this journey with me...the roller coaster that is my life.





Baby, you've got the sort of hands to rip me apart
And baby, you've got the sort of face to start this old heart
But your eyes are warning me this early morning
That my love's too big for you my love

Baby, you've got the sort of laugh that waters me
And makes me grow tall and strong and proud and flattens me
I find you stunning, but you are running me down
My love's too big for you my love
My love's too big for you my love

And if I was stronger then I would tell you no
And if I was stronger then I will leave this show
And if I was stronger then I would up and go
But here I am and here we go again

Baby, you've got the sort of eyes that tell me tales
That your sort of mouth just will not say, the truth impales
That you don't need me, but you won't leave me
My loves too big for you my love
My loves too big for you my love

And if I was stronger then I would tell you no
And if I was stronger then I will leave this show
And if I was stronger then I would up and go
But here I am and here we go again

Tell me what to do, to take away the you

And if I was stronger then I would tell you no.
And if I was stronger then I will leave this show
And if I was stronger then I would up and go
But here I am and here we go again